Bittersweet Life...

Monday, April 18, 2005

finally... i get to update.

on fri, i went back to sch for honour's day a.k.a speech day. the parade was pathetic... yelah, since ncc was the GOH. haha... jk... every parade is the same yr after yr... but this yr, the guest of honour HERself was early... she arrived b4 the parade started. the concert was boring... but then, the malay dance performance surprised me... a lot. really... it wasnt the usual mly dance... there was fusion. awesome.. they deserve the gold award during the syf.

my weekend was fucked up... sat was totally boring. shant elaborate... sun was boring too. but, i finally managed to go jogging yesterday evening... yay! it feels so good to jog... haha... very refreshing.

to all siglapians, anyone wanna take part in the relay frm old siglap to the new siglap? u noe the one bout planting the time capsule in the new siglap... there'll be a relay frm the old sch.. sometime in july. anyone interested, give me a buzz aitez... msg frm miss wee..

im so sick of ppl following wat i do... im so sick of ppl buyin and getting and liking the stuff i like... argh!

adrena left for aus last fri... i miss her lots. i mean tt. it's fun hanging with her... hurry back soon, even in jun. ill skip classes to hang out with u... hehe...

man... i miss school. i miss studying. i miss hitting the books. i miss cramping and squeezin my brains for tests and exams. think im crazy? wateva... u noe, when u were in sch, the stuff tt u do juz stays in ur memories.. whether gd or ugly. i noe poly will never be the same as sec sch... and it'll be a whole new env... but for me, being in sch or in frens' company, i am myself... ill say wat i wanna say... ill laugh and never wanna stop... but at home, i feel so restricted... i feel like i HAVE to do this and tt... no one wants to laugh and talk the way i do... sad huh?

there are backstabbers in frenship if u are not careful. and it's hard to trust. some who u think u noe well mite juz put up an act... or somehow create an image for themselves tt do not exist. believe it. and im talking bout frens. frens who noe u and u noe them. well, i dun mean everyone of ur frens... but there juz mite be one. and it'll make u wonder y tt fren paints an image tt never existed. i wondered bout this fren of mine who im not close to, but have worked together with b4... and it's funny... u noe.. it's like u really look up to tt fren, but the next moment, u'll wonder if wat u see is true. probably i shouldnt believe wat i heard... but, after goin thru all the facts and factors... it actually forced me to believe tt this fren of mine is not wat i tot she was. yes.. a she. well, girls are known to be bitches... haha.. but these are my tots... ppl arent really wat they are...

haiz.. oh well... anyway, on a lighter note, ladies... u should get this mth's cleo.. it's shopping time!

and to all my dearest gfs.. esp liya, feli and ad, it wasnt a date la... aiyoh! hehehe...

yuni: juraimi is the guy who plays one of the instruments on concert solo... very gorgeous.. haha...
ema: jgn tamak... u've got one already... and tengku doesnt love u... haha.. and fauzie doesnt want to marry u... sanp out of ur dreams.. haha...
ah boi: medical check ups are scary... u'll never noe if they find sth wrong with u... hehe... i need to go for another one again.. like tmr. haiz.. and bout nadia, SAD!
liyaaa: *rolls eyes*
siti: yeah... he def looks better with his specs on... and americans are tone deaf assholesses.. haha...
feli: *rolls eyes*
elfi: u got lots to say.. as usual.. haha.. maybe khairul is the standby one... haha.. and u wont go blind reading my entries.. lol... and u're so bad... nadia was terrific.. kau tak leh nyanyi terus, so dun talk much =p

Smashed into pieces at 4/18/2005 11:46:00 AM